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Holdly EP

by Florist

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Vacation 03:47
i don’t know how to be what i wanted to be when i was 5 sometimes blue eyes sometimes green —————————————— bike rides snow hikes and christmas lights sometimes freezing sometimes warm i don’t know if i can love that anymore —————————————— cuz i got it all i got it all mistaken for a meaningful life and a fun family vacation like when i used to ride roller coasters with my dad when a swimming pool in a hotel was a gift from god ——————————————- like love or like a family i don’t know how to be maybe i just wanna get married maybe i just wanna fall asleep ——————————————– but at least i know that the world is spinning when we’re tangled in the bedsheets and at least i know that my mom is breathing when we talk on the phone and at least i know that my house won’t burn down down to the ground or maybe it will if i’ve been in love before, and i’m pretty sure i have i’m pretty sure that my house can burn down down to the ground tomorrow if i’ve been in love before and i know that i have, then i know that my house can burn down down down down to the ground tomorrow
i'm so terrified of all the things i love i know that i will lose them all one by one but that's not what i think about when i look into the sky, i see sunlight that is blinding and it just hurts my eyes i'm trying to be fine but i lie about the things i say will never die like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes it's terrifying it's totally fine think of me by the creek in cut off jeans holding onto something that has meaning to me i don't really think my life will ever make me as happy as Kaaterskill creek i'm trying to be good but i'm done no wait just kidding i'm not cuz i still have that feeling of water above my knees it's cool and refreshing and that won't fade away
Unholy Faces 02:54
we come in through the morning until the long time ago and we search in through the morning cause you have lost your soul don't go don't go your dinner is waiting on me don't go i don't want you to go but i know you must go today we're erasing lines on our unholy faces we eat our souls and don't bother to replace them go get another cup of that poison drink that you love it attracts all the monsters who want to eat you up our words are no longer sacred when we speak the only ones who can hear them are the ones who left last week
hold me down and say you never loved me that much i know you won't but that's okay i'd do the same after dark meet by the bridge go for a walk and clare would talk about the moon i said if this is the ending of the world, i don't think i'd be upset but that's okay you'd say the same
Holdly 03:49
i was raised by the river and the rocks and the sun that shines over the mountains before it gets dark that holy night and if i'm alone, i'll know it alone what it feels like to not feel your body apart or the things you love to feel so i let it go hold me when i'm starting to cry i don't want you see it i'm sorry i'm trying to look away but you just look at me don't you want to believe in something that changes the way you believe in nothing? that unholy nothing that i wanna be that unholy nothing that unholy something that unholy something that i wanna be


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released October 30, 2015

Recorded by Florist at 603 Bushwick Avenue in Brooklyn, NY


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