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Emily Alone

by Florist

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Wandowaiato
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Wandowaiato Wonderful music. Wonderful voice. I‘m native speaking german and can understand the english lyrics. They are great. But the advantage as a dreamer in a foreign language is, that when I‘m listening to Florist I can choose, wheter my brain should interpretends the voice as a melodic information or just as an instrument. Fell in love with both...
mar
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mar so soft and exuberant at the same time. It helped me perceive death in a different light that allowed me to heal. the album for all my long drives and when i sleep at night. thank you emily. <3 Favorite track: Moon Begins.
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Austin Orth My friend Brendan got me listening to Florist about a year ago now in response to a question: “What’s an album could you listen to 100 times and still enjoy listening to it?” This new album is just as good as the previous one, and just incredibly thoughtful, calming, and melancholy. Great for a walk through the park by yourself. Favorite track: Today I'll Have You Around.
Poe Mauldin
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Poe Mauldin Such a beautiful closing track to such a complex album. Love it all. Favorite track: Today I'll Have You Around.
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naringas_ dreamy englightend lyrics and soothed tunes. 5/5 Favorite track: Today I'll Have You Around.
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turtleturtle simple and comforting while exploring complex and dark areas of life. love the themes of reincarnation.
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1.
04:01
i could have words or i could have solitude silent but falling what is my place in this world running round looking for treasure in the ground you always told me you loved me just memories now i’m running dreaming of what i can do now to carry some kindness and love and reminders that the pain will die down i write and i read i spend time in the sea but nothing brings clarity to what makes me me except knowing that some kind of sadness is freed from the words and the sounds that i sing to myself and emily just know that you’re not as alone as you feel in the dark as you feel in the dark as you feel in the dark as you feel in the dark as you feel in the dark so it goes natural as the falling of the snow just stay slow listen to the love that I’m holding the beauty of unfolding the life that is only the living and the dying the cycle and the ending flowers and the honey my hands on my body your hands on my body the air on my body the sun on my body
2.
03:04
come on feel the warm feel the blood goodnight to the old song bird space come swallow me now and all precious things we surround ourselves death will come then a cloud of love there is nothing i can tell you now no one like the lonely owl catch light in summer like the leaves a sparkle tells me who i am and where my moon begins and there is a part of me looking for the spirit place there is no land like the water’s edge it follows her magic eyes death will come then a cloud of love something waits inside the forest for you to learn how to be afraid
3.
04:26
My hair is dirty blonde now, and there are even little sea sand pieces in there probably. I wish there was none. Smelling dish soap and honey across the room. I’ll stay hiding across the wild thousands, you stay on those roads that fit winter rust trucks, single file. Sleep early, wake early. Folding in neatly always that “this is my life” feeling and I shut off all the lights myself in charge of every light. I have a few plants but I have rescued exactly none. None such connection to that deep magic With these hands now as I know them, a new scar and wow tons of plants. Plant induced psychosis. Keep me close, I’m good invisible sitting in loss like a bean bag chair. if i lose my eyes i’ve thrown them over the bluff frozen in the stream to see the flood and if i lose my mind please give it back to the earth fire water wind earth fire water wind and lie down lie down with me it’s a beautiful thing i know the last moments of the earth your blood running cold slower and slower fireworks show she’s getting tired she’s leaving home rest under the pines my love forever now i’ll take bitter to the solid form of nothing nothing put it on the alter give it flowers and a symphony watch the morning come and take it then morn it til forever the gentle salted water there’ll be no one but the weather
4.
how did i get into this place my life is only a combination of things that i mostly had no control over and it took me a long time to figure that out now it’s time to go back inside the house it’s cold and late do i even exist thunder the sound of life everyone i know including myself is a hungry dog running toward the horizon i leave the windows open so i can have the breeze it’s time to go outside the house say hello to someone look at their eyes i also have eyes are the memories real did i live though that day did it happen to me? or did i go through the door and fall into the beautiful void oh to touch something inside of you and outside of you at the same time i am the ground the amber born from the trees beneath the clouds the night the cry my neighbors child a beacon of life in the long frozen ice i am the summer blowing backward the pages of a novel i will only read half of now it’s time to go inside your mind find the void and stare it down you’ll learn something then give it back to the universe who will give it to someone else
5.
03:34
where does it come from that tender soft inside of you did the wind bring it back from a cloud unbelievable i even get to see it where did i come from why do i feel so happy when i stare at the ocean then devastated when i stare at the ocean shadow comes around sometimes lonely eyes leave the porch light on always coming home never looking down among the wild early hours of the morning i can’t believe i’m real when the ocean breaks the wind comes near and the wild only lasts long as the hour feels shadow comes around sometimes tell me sky where does this day go somethings last 100 lives i know i’ve died many times you were not the final form you were not the oceans arms you were not your final form you were not the oceans arms shadow comes around sometimes thank you sky whatever you are
6.
so now it all comes down to poison to lie awake and wonder will it be a fair ending i wanna go to the ocean i could wait for nobody time is a dark time is a dark time is a dark feeling so now it all comes back to water look through to see somebody you knew and now you don’t i could have the reasons why these are days like the deepest caves you would never dare to descend into and truthfully silence never did it for me oak tree remember me thankfully there’s a golden portrait of ivy every morning i see time is a dark time is a dark time is a dark time is a dark feeling
7.
02:46
can i see heaven’s light with a magic spell and candle light i wish someone to tell me yes i believe in things we cannot see the worlds hanging over me the glow keeps me company can i feel your hands on my arms lavender blows through the room i know it’s not the ending yet sleep next to me like no one does you are the only one
8.
03:01
crystal giver give me pleasure how can i find you where are you hiding now that the snows gone back to the clouds darkest hour now you have learned me now you have shown me now i am fond of it how does the crow come back to the ground all of the birds they have flown they have flown when you pull your car to the side of the road where do you go when you just wanna go where do you go when you let it all go like the candle light like the summer night like the morning after you how to learn to love the dark that ensues all of the birds they have flown they have flown when you pull your car onto the side of the road where do you go when you just go alone where do you go when you go it alone
9.
03:35
weight of moon are you full? hours now tide will go mother bird floral earth sing a rain song sing a rain song i will not go i will not go pretty river please come back
10.
01:17
in the evening is when ocean tempts me the most cold black water calling, but for what is it for security, for shock, for eternity? dark into dark i want it to pull me deeply i think sound would disappear, light would too that would be nice after a very earthly series of thoughts and to think tides speak to the shore similarly to the way i speak to death or to you who isn’t listening, rather just standing still
11.
03:40
so the rain comes back now after i asked it to you could not come back now even if i asked you to so light comes from a time already gone if i could see the future i would lay down eat a tangerine and make a cup of tea watch it all happen the same watch it all happen slowly i could have the reasons why but it wouldn’t make anything right do you even want to know the thing you spend your life trying to find go back to what you love the most there’s dark inside the stars that’s where i go and the spirit realm calls me in whisper water from the shadow bloom i don’t have the reasons why but it wouldn’t make anything right do you even want to know the thing you spend your life trying to find secrets from the last time you felt alright loneliness is only the last flower to be picked it’s the dark part of me now the part that knows what can be felt it’s what our eyes see when we dream beautiful things where the light comes from oh what a special time i can’t believe it happened at all the spirit days to make hell of your words inside my head oh today it is the only day
12.
walk (to see the world) though a yard (you could have it all) flower (only in the sun) surrounds (what is in my heart?) today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around sea (you turn to me) ground (but only in my eyes) fly (outside of life) fall down (where the creatures hide) today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around there is something i am feeling your blood is my demons every two years i kill them but my mind is still my mind my mind can’t steal my mind my mind is still my mind today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around today i’ll have you around

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released July 26, 2019

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