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As Alone
04:01
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i could have words
or i could have solitude
silent but falling
what is my place in this world
running round looking for treasure in the ground
you always told me you loved me
just memories now
i’m running
dreaming of what
i can do now
to carry some kindness and love and reminders that the pain will die down
i write and i read i spend time in the sea
but nothing brings clarity to what makes me me
except knowing that some kind of sadness is freed
from the words and the sounds that i sing to myself
and emily just know that you’re not as alone
as you feel in the dark
as you feel in the dark
as you feel in the dark
as you feel in the dark
as you feel in the dark
so it goes natural as the falling of the snow
just stay slow listen to the love that I’m holding
the beauty of unfolding
the life that is only
the living and the dying
the cycle and the ending
flowers and the honey
my hands on my body
your hands on my body
the air on my body
the sun on my body
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2. |
Moon Begins
03:04
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come on feel the warm feel the blood
goodnight to the old song bird
space come swallow me now
and all precious things we surround
ourselves
death will come
then a cloud of love
there is nothing i can tell you now
no one like the lonely owl
catch light in summer like the leaves
a sparkle tells me who i am and where my moon begins
and there is a part of me
looking for the spirit place
there is no land like the water’s edge
it follows her magic eyes
death will come
then a cloud of love
something waits inside the forest for
you to learn how to be afraid
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3. |
Celebration
04:26
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My hair is dirty blonde now, and there are even little sea sand pieces in there
probably.
I wish there was none. Smelling dish soap and honey across the room.
I’ll stay hiding across the wild thousands, you stay on those roads that fit winter rust trucks,
single file.
Sleep early, wake early.
Folding in neatly always that “this is my life” feeling and I shut off all the lights myself
in charge of every light.
I have a few plants but I have rescued exactly none. None such connection to that
deep magic
With these hands now as I know them, a new scar and wow tons of plants. Plant induced psychosis.
Keep me close, I’m good invisible
sitting in loss like a bean bag chair.
if i lose my eyes
i’ve thrown them over the bluff
frozen in the stream
to see the flood
and if i lose my mind
please give it back to the earth
fire water wind
earth fire water wind
and lie down
lie down with me
it’s a beautiful thing
i know
the last moments of the earth
your blood running cold
slower and slower
fireworks show
she’s getting tired
she’s leaving home
rest under the pines
my love forever now
i’ll take bitter to the
solid form of nothing
nothing
put it on the alter give it
flowers and a symphony
watch the morning come and take it
then morn it til forever
the gentle salted water
there’ll be no one but the weather
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4. |
I Also Have Eyes
04:16
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how did i
get into this place
my life is only
a combination of things
that i mostly had
no control over
and it took me a long time
to figure that out
now it’s time to go
back inside the house
it’s cold and late
do i even exist
thunder
the sound of life
everyone i know
including myself
is a hungry dog
running toward the horizon
i leave the windows open
so i can have the breeze
it’s time to go
outside the house
say hello to someone
look at their eyes
i also have eyes
are the memories real
did i live though that day
did it happen to me?
or did i go
through the door
and fall into
the beautiful void
oh to touch something
inside of you
and outside of you
at the same time
i am the ground
the amber
born from
the trees
beneath
the clouds
the night
the cry
my neighbors child
a beacon of life
in the long frozen ice
i am the summer
blowing backward
the pages
of a novel
i will only
read half of
now it’s time to go
inside your mind
find the void
and stare it down
you’ll learn something
then give it back
to the universe
who will give it to someone else
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5. |
Ocean Arms
03:34
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where does it come from that
tender soft inside of you
did the wind bring it back
from a cloud
unbelievable
i even get to see it
where did i come from
why do i feel so happy
when i stare at the ocean
then devastated
when i stare at the ocean
shadow
comes around sometimes
lonely eyes
leave the porch light on
always coming home
never looking down
among the wild early hours
of the morning
i can’t believe i’m real
when the ocean breaks the
wind comes near
and the wild only lasts
long as the hour feels
shadow
comes around sometimes
tell me sky
where does this
day go
somethings last 100 lives
i know i’ve died many times
you were not the final form
you were not the oceans arms
you were not your final form
you were not the oceans arms
shadow
comes around sometimes
thank you sky
whatever you are
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6. |
Time Is A Dark Feeling
02:36
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so now
it all comes down to poison
to lie awake and wonder
will it be a fair ending
i wanna go to the ocean
i could wait for nobody
time is a dark
time is a dark
time is a dark
feeling
so now
it all comes back to water
look through to see somebody
you knew and now you don’t
i could have the reasons why
these are days like the deepest caves
you would never dare to descend into
and truthfully silence never
did it for me
oak tree remember me
thankfully
there’s a golden portrait of ivy
every morning i see
time is a dark
time is a dark
time is a dark
time is a dark
feeling
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7. |
M
02:46
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can i see
heaven’s light
with a magic spell
and candle light
i wish someone
to tell me yes
i believe in things we cannot see
the worlds hanging over me
the glow keeps me company
can i feel
your hands on my arms
lavender
blows through the room
i know it’s not the ending yet
sleep next to me like no one does
you are the only one
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8. |
Now
03:01
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crystal giver
give me pleasure
how can i find you
where are you hiding now
that the snows gone back to the clouds
darkest hour
now
you have learned me
now
you have shown me
now
i am fond of it
how does the crow
come back
to the ground
all of the birds
they have flown
they have flown
when you pull your car
to the side of the road
where do you go
when you just wanna go
where do you go
when you let it all go
like the candle light
like the summer night
like the morning after you
how to learn to love
the dark that ensues
all of the birds they have flown
they have flown
when you pull your car onto the side of the road
where do you go when you just go alone
where do you go when you go it alone
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9. |
Rain Song
03:35
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weight of moon
are you full?
hours now
tide will go
mother bird
floral earth
sing a rain song
sing a rain song
i will not go
i will not go
pretty river
please come back
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10. |
Still
01:17
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in the evening is when ocean tempts me the most
cold black water calling, but for what
is it for security, for shock, for eternity?
dark into dark i want it to pull me deeply
i think sound would disappear, light would too
that would be nice after a very
earthly series of thoughts
and to think tides speak to the shore
similarly to the way i speak to death
or to you who isn’t listening, rather just
standing still
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11. |
Shadow Bloom
03:40
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so the rain comes back now
after i asked it to
you could not come back now
even if i asked you to
so
light comes from
a time already gone
if i could see the future
i would lay down
eat a tangerine
and make a cup of tea
watch it all happen the same
watch it all happen slowly
i could have the reasons why
but it wouldn’t make anything right
do you even want to know the thing
you spend your life trying to find
go
back to what you love the most
there’s dark inside the stars that’s where i go
and the spirit realm calls me in
whisper water from the shadow bloom
i don’t have the reasons why
but it wouldn’t make anything right
do you even want to know the thing
you spend your life trying to find
secrets from the last time you felt alright
loneliness is only the last flower to be picked
it’s the dark part of me now
the part that knows what can be felt
it’s what our eyes see when we dream
beautiful things
where the light comes from
oh what a special time
i can’t believe it happened at all
the spirit days to make hell of
your words inside my head
oh today it is the only day
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12. |
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walk (to see the world)
though a yard (you could have it all)
flower (only in the sun)
surrounds (what is in my heart?)
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
sea (you turn to me)
ground (but only in my eyes)
fly (outside of life)
fall down (where the creatures hide)
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
there is something i am feeling
your blood is my demons
every two years i kill them
but my mind is still my mind
my mind can’t steal my mind
my mind is still my mind
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
today i’ll have you around
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